A civil war occurred in my country when I was a bit younger than you are now. But Japan is merely a small nation in a much larger world. There are, it seems, countless small wars occurring in every corner of the globe... Every country wants to stake its claim on as big a piece of the world as it can get.
[Including Japan, he thinks uneasily.]
In light of what we just experienced, it all feels even more futile.
Isn't life what we make of the time ahead of death? Unknowing when that ending comes, only that it will.
( she sounds more philosophical than she feels. the loss of a world, of all the lives, sapient and not, on it... it's still too exhausting, the process of saving who they could, for her to sum up the energy to really let herself feel. not when it's slammed down over her like a tidal wave of inescapable death. )
We're not problem solvers here. I wonder how many of us can be back home.
[He, too, is still caught in his own maelstrom of feelings to say much more. The death is overwhelming. The inevitability of it-- even the peace in it-- is overwhelming, too.]
But I think that's a consideration for later, my dear. We've [a beat; he's trying to work out how to word it politely.] endured quite a lot. And the mind must rest as well as the body.
cw even more obvious war/imperialism mentions
[Including Japan, he thinks uneasily.]
In light of what we just experienced, it all feels even more futile.
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( she sounds more philosophical than she feels. the loss of a world, of all the lives, sapient and not, on it... it's still too exhausting, the process of saving who they could, for her to sum up the energy to really let herself feel. not when it's slammed down over her like a tidal wave of inescapable death. )
We're not problem solvers here. I wonder how many of us can be back home.
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[He, too, is still caught in his own maelstrom of feelings to say much more. The death is overwhelming. The inevitability of it-- even the peace in it-- is overwhelming, too.]
But I think that's a consideration for later, my dear. We've [a beat; he's trying to work out how to word it politely.] endured quite a lot. And the mind must rest as well as the body.